So long for a companion,

To share the breeze of love,

the bits of romance,

Looking through the window,

Staring to the skies,

Countless stars scattered over the vast universe,

But ur the brightest in my eyes,

The world is full of imperfections,

yet my feelings to u made u perfect,

The ices are melting, and my heart sour,

Bitter over the loneliness,

Emptiness in my heart,

Of whom shall fill it,

Other than you, my love.

ariel (lion of God), guardian angel of the the holy city..  4 legendary beast.

ariel (lion),

slay Seraph the fiery dragon serpentine angel..

basillisk cockatrice come forth a fiery flying serpent doppel DESTINY… FATED CIRCLE.. CYCLE OF DEATH.. LUKAS FAUST… alexis and angela goodwill alpha n omega ultimate skill guardian angel embodies shock ambivalent feelings towards constantine

GENESIS

Gevurah Dragonhart (Gevurah Smith)

“A dragonknight clad in armors of ancient draconian heritage. Unwilling to accept the injustice of the world, he fights with absolute courage and bravery for his beliefs. His ability to call for the dragon spirit serves to augment his already fearsome battle capabilities.”           

 belongs to an unconventional dragoon class that wield a spearsword. He wears a reinforced shoulder guard with a draconic emblem only on his right shoulder revealing his left arm that allows more flexibility for a left hander although his spearsword is more often a dual wield weapon due to its gigantic size. Prior to becoming a dark knight,  appeared with a silky black semilong hair with 2 piercings on his left ear with one of it being a double cross earring. After the fusion of the dragonheart into his body and transformation into a dark knight, he is seen to wear a winged skull helm (bearing the image of the slayed Seraph) that covers his forehead. His hair is longer and his eyes blazes red whenever he had a surge of emotions.  He wore a magenta cape with white accent chainmail.

An unconventional dragoon , wields the Swordspear, an extended halberd consisting of a light-weighted base spear, the “Primary Yari/First Spear” and a ”Secondary Tsurugi“ as the spearhead. His swordspear are detachable to individual sword and spear allowing flexibility in varying combat conditions. Complete detachment reveal the 5 auxiliary sets primarily of the base sword and spear in which they can further be disassembled into 3 and 2 sub-blades respectively. The Swordspear is classified as an enormous melee weapon with an approximate 6 to 7 feet long with a single-edged blast approximately a foot wide.  The blade is engraved with draconic ornamention representing his strong affinity towards dragon. The 5 auxilliary blades on the other hand is a symbolic number for the Sephirot, Gevurah which also defines strengh as can be seen in in which he is depicted as swirling his massive weapon single-handedly during the execution of Uncanny Limit and Judgment Day. His swordspear is also proven useful in parrying sword thrusts as shown in his duel with Hero. After he christened the individual blades as

Since young, exhibit the personalities of a perfectionist and idealist, often bearing the thoughts that the world ought not be in its fallen state. He conceptualized a perfect world, free of injustice and appoint himself as the Judge, punishing the wicked and judging the community alike. He imagined his own world with himself as the Creator according to his strong believe in ‘tikkun olam’ or repairing the world. His belief is futher pronounced due to his identity, a typical lonewolf often being bullied and degraded for being a left hander, which is seen as a sign of evil. Once while rehearsing for a Thanksgiving performance, he is bullied by his old time nemesis. He undergone beatings and being spat upon while protecting his musical sheets, the only object left by his late father. Charity, daughter of Eleos, the orphanage’s owner came to his aide and he fell for her even since. A series of misunderstandings had misled into thinking that Charity do not bear feelings for him coupled by his volatile childhood, he began to feel bitter of his life and became even more seclusive. The only person who cares deeply for him throughout his childhood is Madam Eleanor who serves in the orphanage. She often read him bedtime stories and comforted him to sleep during his recurrent nightmares that depict visions of his parents death. He vowed to avenge her death after she died protecting him during the Expansion. During his lonely times, he practiced hard in his cello and spear skills aspiring to be a Grade 1 Mercernary. Every once in a while, he would peek at the window admiring Charity dancing although the orphange’s wardens, like others, often mistreated him, labelling him as ‘of the evil’. His love for her grew stronger day by day and once, while secretly accompanying her to Fountain of , he saved her from getting defiled by xxx, at that moment using the dead body of Father Peira, an archbishop of as well as a righthand man of Father Kaiser as a vessel for his soul. Masquerading as Peira, xxx plotted a conspiracy responsible for the death of Kaiser in order to misled his immediate successor, Alexander  into slaying Seraph and gaining the ancient artifact.  This artifact is one of the 4 objects of sacred element that are able to contain a person’s soul which xxx desire for his own immortality. Following the death of Father Kaiser, In his weakened form,

Unbeknowst to xxx, the key to his own destruction lies inside the body Echo with Seraph’s heart as the final sacred artifact.  

xxx cannot be killed by conventional means, targetting him physically. do not appear in physical form

shire bury requim lychgate phylactery archetypal male hero similar to echo n xxx

Great Fortitude/Magnus Fortis

Invalesco

Fuerza Bruta

Brutal

Crude

Desperado

Critical Implosion

Fifth Element – correlates with symbolic number 5,  Gevurah

Rain of Fire –

Igniting his weapon with the Fire Aura, Gevurah leaps into the air simultaneously brandishing his Swordspear which shifted the horizon into a firestorm that rains down flames scorching all enemies.

Uncanny Limit –

Single handedly wielding his gigantic weapon, Gevurah leap up to the air and does a spiral pierce in a fashionable way to a single target. Execution takes place in the form of mutiple thrusting in a row.

Judgment Day -

Gevurah leaped to the atmosphere and ejected his Swordspear which detached instantly into 5 auxilliary blades in which 4 of them subsequently descend from the sky piercing the battle ground and surrounding the enemies while the Core Blade are left floating in mid-air.

Gevurah then grabbed each of the auxialliary blades, dashing forward and slashing random targets each time. A remnant of himself holding the previous blades is left in place in the form of purplish silhoutte.

His attacks are based on a sequence in which he grabbed first the Side Blade, slicing a target and then repeating the process with the Back Blade, Thrust Blade and Hollow Blade. 

The first slash began with the Slice Blade, the second with the Back Blade, the third in which he assembled both blades to form the Spearhead, the fourth in the form of piercing attack with the Thrust Blade, the fifth with the Hollow Blade, the sixth which involves the amalgamation of the Thrust and Hollow Blade forming the Base Spear and finally fusing both sword and spear with the remaining Core Blade in the atmosphere to unleashed the final seventh attack whereby he swirl his Swordspear to deliver a blasting zone damaging all enemies. The total 7 series of attack symbolizes the number of completion in the Bible.    

Duel –

send a series a rippling shockwave

pulsating

Dragonheart – summoning the dragon spirit, Echo

Tales of the town is that an ancient fiery serpent by the name of Seraph are bound in chain for 1 thousand years on deep in the woods after the Great Fall. The pure fire of Adranus’s lair serves to regenerate its mortal wound after the Rebellion. It is believed that Seraph is guarding an ancient artifact (Horcrux) with other treasures of the world and exposure of these treasures would be apocalyptic. Also, whoever possess the ‘Heart of Seraph’ are granted immortality and one’s inner power is greatly amplified. Throughout the ages, many great Kings and Barons from all over the land desire to seek these treasures but to no avail. Each expedition of mercenaries sent to slay this fiery dragon all perished under the dragon breath spewing purefire that could burn all things into ashes. Since then, the dragon is left alone and time passes on. 

In present day, King Kaesar

sometimes delusional, situs invertisus afte series of unfortunate events and injustice, started to thirst for power and realize the needs of employing tactics in order to achieve sth. slaying dragon(name) the guardian of the (place) …aim for dragonheart to as tale said boost inner power and ability to regenerate cells.. double edge sword since it enhances one emotions. in the case of xxx, his hatred,vengeance for the authority and jealousy towards Hero increases thus it blind his mind and become evil. deceived the baron to gain favour, ascend to high rank, assasinate him and became an evil ruler himself.. ”the good guy, more or less” who genuinely believes that he holds “the moral high ground.quickly begins to develop a cruel and malevolent nature. He becomes completely devoid of love, compassion and mercy. He views himself as the only rightful savior of mankind and that all his actions are justified no matter how inhuman they are

 legion implosion burstfire scourge tiferet sephiroth jehovah legacycaesar seraph archetype, the hero, epitome of

charity at times became ambiguous as to who she really loves, the cold y or the warm hearted ever loving x 

Gevurah is understood as God’s mode of punishing the wicked and judging humanity in general. It is the foundation of stringency, absolute adherence to the letter of the law, and strict meting out of justice. This stands in contrast to chesed. ===== ”restraint,”^[1] ”strength, “judgment“, “power“, and “concealment” attribute of judgment association with red colour. sigil of lucifer god’s mode of punishing the wicked and judging community in general

after gaining dragonheart, changed  initially having good intentions despite being “very conceited  as having a “warped… desire to be godlike,” bearing love for his family, and intending to transform the world into “a better place.

Gevurah is the fifth of the ten sefirot, and second of the emotive attributes in Creation, and which corresponds to the second day of creation^[3][4]. In the Bahir it says “What is the fifth (utterance)? Fifth is the great fire of God, of which it says ‘let me see no more of this great fire, lest I die (Deut 18:16). This is the left hand of God” ^[5].

Gevurah Dragonhart== Rain of Fire, Firestorm, Deflagration, Critical Explosion, Supernova, left handed, fifth element, eyes set on fire,

hero on the other hand  are extremely” alike in that they have “a very strong sense of justice”. he felt the same as gevurah but unlike him, he chosen a different approach and maintain compassion and mercy + his love for CHARITY (linked with chesed,with love, kindness n et..she plant this values in hero’s heart).. and her encouragement strenghten hero’s heart and optimism towards life.  invoking the concept of chesed in hero’ heart. 

when hero learnt of gevurah’s change, he strongly opposed his act and thoughts and tried hard to change him but to no avail. after gevurah’s sacrifice in which he took out his dragonheart (final horcrux) to counter the great evil, hero could understd gevurah’s intention to changed the world and began to accept this fallen world. at the end, hero is seen to became a holy guardian of cathedral…

hero & charity together is chesed (compassion/mercy+loving kindness) + gevurah (judgment n strengh) kill great evil

Final boss  psychic, uses thoughtform, invoke emotions, == ^{coldly manipulative,” “egomaniacal,” and “an unrepentant serial killer, a butcher on an enormous scale… hitler’s..} 

Ultimately, the might of gevurah becomes the power and forcefulness to implement one’s innate desire of chesed. Only by the power of gevurah is chesed able to penetrate the coarse, opposing surface of reality. ==== gevurah paving his way to self destruction, refused vehemently the advises and goodness of hero and charity as well as despising them as a loving couple. his sense of justice sooner corrupted and consumed by power and the sense of dominion towards the powerless.. (though he is innerly bittered by the fact that he is powerless and got bullied during his younger years). joined forces with great evil. after betrayed by him since xxx just realize that the final horcrux is in Gevurah’s body. he tried to kill him and gain the dragonheart since it’s the key to his own destruction, lest he’s immortal.  (xxx constantly felt the presence of the dragonheart but frustrated for being unable to really find it, unbeknownst to him)

Hero

represent temperance, thoughtful of others, loves Charity but sometimes lack confidence and constantly nid reassurance from her. kind n compassionate but extremely talented, practice dilligently, humble n well loved by all.. 2gether wit charity, invoke the power Chesed coupled with gevurah’s might, to kill the xxx

Critical  -

assault charge strike chain

Phantom Lance -

Spiral Pierce -

Greater Thrust -

Unchained -

Sword dance -

Swordplay -

knighty

Alexander Constantine

- manly, masculine build, cold demeanor, speaks with authority, honorable, misled into attacking , falls in love in Alexis, tall and muscular build, wore knight build armor plate mail, cape, iron cain, uses shield, white magic, providence, benevolent, cold n righteous personality misunderstood by alexis as ’a look of haughty disdain, not princelike’.. eventhough in his army n kingdom, he is epitome of honor n pride. changes alexis’s view of him when he’s very compassionate, help n def his countrymen..   

medallion

paladin class/ crusader

Forces of Vanguard/FOV -

Duel -

Alexander calls for a hand on hand battle with a single enemy

Valor – n Roman Catholicism, courage is referred to as “Fortitude”^[2] as one of the four cardinal virtues, along with prudence, justice, and temperance.

Charity

Alexis (Faith) – lamp,candle, lantern, loves Alexander, share the same aim, to defend n help humankind… nether  

Angela (Hope) – harp, flaming brand

-EXUBERANT

ethereal abyss

Great Fortitude (Magnus Forte)

Uncanny

riding solo, celestial sword

Hero : In the name of justice ; You’re alw that positive ; So long for being right ; let’s do this ; taste my blade ; for the vanguards ; i’ll take care of it ; i do not wish for you to perish ; it’s getting a lil bit of bored ; very subtle ; i do not wish for tis but u left me no choice .. certainly.. that will do

Gevurah : Judgment shall befall ; Justice shall be upon you ; The world needs a new hero ; You will not understand ; Fire of judgment/Heavenly fire rain upon the guilty and the wicked alike.. My lance shall pierced the dark clouds… hahaha, i cant help but laugh at ur innocence … that wont work

Dragonheart - 

Ωmega        

its great to know ive wrongly read my palm lines. to have a star/cross at the intersection of the water line and head line according to the old books strongly indicates being childless. luckily i only have a single line across it.

to have some disturbance on my water line at the bottom fire region indicates insomnia, sleeping problems and liver problems which is so accurate in describing my case.

sometimes, its not up to whether we believe or accept it, its whether the things are true. lets say ur mom is a prostitute. as a son, u do not accept her as a mother. u can do that but the fact is that, she stil is ur mom. lets say ur buddhist and u do not accept islam, u can deny the fact that allah is ur creator and ur going to hell. (assuming if islam is the One).

personally, i believe everything has a reason though it might be overly complex. even the slightest thing, ur our random actions, words, thoughts are all pre-destined and it pave way to a significant outcome.

how ur eyes are more intense, how high ur brows and ears are set, size of mouth, length of nose, density of eyebrow, the palm lines. it might seemed superficial at first. but because before i discover anything about face reading and palmistry, ive already observe all these features especially myself.

10/10 guys u see, trust me, u wont see some1 having a eyebrow set as high as mine. the distance between my eyes and eyebrow is even higher=equal to woman (cause generally, woman had higher brows and lower forehead)

my eyebrow is normal and get sparse at its end. my nostrils are very visible. all these features are perfectly described by master so.

i tell my mom that she had sparse eyebrow at the end and she admit she had this abusive behaviour same as mine. u see we human are very complex being. we may have mutiple or dual personalities. we may be kind yet cruel. we may soft and target for bullies somehow we may become murderer. some might appear nice and gentleman but are actually rapist. some girls might appear angelic but are damn horny and bitchy.

i like cats very much, but honest ive no idea why i like to abuse cat. its as if something bornt within me. u see there’s a famous case whereby a girl killed a kitten recently. people might condemn her for being cruel, inhuman n et. now, i can understand her actually. its not as if im a maniac or psycho haha, but people like us gain pleasure in torturing them.

when i was small, i like to throw stones at cats. now, i kicked a cat down a stairs and keep scaring it. i enjoyed seeing them terrified but at the same time, i felt so guilty and hate myself why i enjoy doing it. i told my mum she had sparse eyebrow too and she told me she tied a ribbon using a cat’s tail only to be scratched by it lmao…  fortunately both of us had large iris which indicate kind hearted and compassionate soul.

u see some people might be shy and soft spoken, but they turned out to be very violent. its kind of ironic these days to see so many girls having larger lower lip and very thin upper lip. girls these days are damn horny truly.

i knew a girl with thick upper and bottom lips and indeed, shes very friendly to everyone. of course horny as well.

according to face reading, a person with protruding eyebrow bone and deep set eyes or a hair jutting in the middle of forehead will experience a good fortune in their 20s but having a big downfall in career or big loss of money when they are 30 years old. nicholas tse is a fine example of a hair jutting out and master so already predicted that he’ll have a downfall in 2007. now everyone knows he’s having marriage problem but whether or not that take a toll in his career, we are yet to see.

and also, i had 2 friends that are fat… and indeed, they had big pouty earlobes. it gets scary u know. of course, it is not that typical coincidence that some people might presume.

sometimes we do not know which is cause and effect, which is reason and symptom. like if u had a suicide palm lines, we dont know whether its because u will suicide, therefore the lines appear as an indicator, or because the lines appear, so u will suicide. maybe the cause and reaction are actively influencing each other.

a woman with “cheuk ban” (duno wtf its called in english but its a common mark/scar/spots on woman’s face), indicate husband will have liver problems. does that mean if she marry Mr A, that guy will have liver problem. this sounds like the woman’s fault. or because the destiny is such that this woman will married Mr A that are destined to have liver problems, so the cheuk ban appear on her face as an indicator ?

galileo spread the truth about the heliocentrism yet what he receive is permanent house arrest. whuts the point acknowledgin him since he’s dead for centuries now.

eisntein is the most clever scientist even known in the history, yet he’s being treated like a fool in the school.

many times, its not because that one individual is weird or stupid, its the majority that are but they think they are right due to their superficiality mindset..

last time when i dance, people praise me for dancing good though i know im not. am i happy ? its just feels sadder that people do not know how to judge.

The worst tragedy for a poet is to be admired through being misunderstood.
Jean Cocteau

i dun think bboys will be happy if people are more happy to see a windmill than an airflare.
my insomnia started since im 7 years old and i cry alone in the house when i learnt human will die and my parents will die. till now, when i see my parents getting older everyday and truthfully, the thoughts of “they are actualy waiting to die”, i mean all of us do, but what they r doing are watching tv, sleep, wake up, eat, watch tv… ive always depressed on this fact that human had to go thru these sort of sufferings, sickness n old age to death since small and no one understands me..

when i scold u, doesnt mean i dun hate u..

when i avoid u, doesnt mean i dun like u..

hahaha, in e end, ur family only know to misunderstands u… that’s why one’s outcome is due to their mindset….

people like to play hypocrisy game even within relatives and all.. we watch drama like tvb n all for so many years, yet people are actually being villain in the drama role in real life and its so funny..

we heard of this story, some1 do bad things, being misunderstood, yet he changed but stil being misunderstood even by own family members.. i thought we actualy know of these things, but they are actually still being so.

i duno to laugh or whut..

if i have to get good results to prove im a good son, then what’s the point ? i might not really be a good person even if i get all As.. does results corelates with ur attitude/nature/kindness/virtue/moral values ????

if u study pendidikan moral in school, is it neccesary for u being a good person ? whut a crabshit..

truth are always controversial..

do u know hw many geniuses suffer in conventional school system.. do u know hw many poor people are disadvantage in this so called law…school and law only serve as the best alternative to govern human…

certainly, this is a fallen world.

if i wan to be fake and give good impression or try to become friendlier “social”, do u not think i could…

the truly good ones are alw being misunderstood..

that is why the greatest, the holiest person also get crucified.. people alw treat the worse to the persons that truly care for them.

everyone knows the story of robin hood.. to steal from the rich n give to the poor.. to steal is wrong in law. but to be able to help the poor, in depth, save a person from starving to death, being enslaved, forced to become a hooker, giving education to the poor…  so is stealing from rich stil wrong ? how do we justify these kind of acts..

so many fuckin people in this world like to act.. all of us do. each one of us has a role to show to people what kind of person i am.. to show, hey im cool. im not easy to be bully, dun cheat me, im tough…

to show our strong side  but stil to cry alone in the night, to bear great names but to corrupt behind…

being evil is easy.. to frame some1 is easy.. to misjudge one is easy..

many people complain, i cant find a job because the boss stereotype my looks.. im fat ugly and unattractive… so for people who go thru this, u can understd how depressing it can be when people see things superficially without recognizing ur true skills and talents..

everyone of us are misunderstood once in a while.. all of us know the feeling… it feels so unfair isnt it.. but still even when we know this fact, we still misunderstood others as well.. so its kind of karma isnt it… u blame this n that because they stereotype or label u for someone u arent, but even u urself will label others too.

U BEING MISUNDERSTOOD WHEN UR BOSS OR PEOPLE LOOK DOWN ON U DUE TO UR TIMID APPERANCE AND U KNOW UR NOT TIMID INSIDE, U CAN DO GREAT THINGS… AND YET U CAST UR SUPERFICIAL CONCLUSION OF WHO I REALLY AM BASED ON THE SUPERFICIAL THINGS I DID…

serve u right…

why i believe Jesus.. jz imagine the trial he went through of being misunderstood.. u as ordinary people also feel depress and hurt and unfair when someone judged u without knowing the facts..

therefore, imagine if ur Him who loved u people so much yet being killed by the same people.

i dont have any evidence, God didnt appear to me, i never had any miracles, but seeing the way the world works.. 

my family esp my parents are alw looked down upon because they r poor n lowly educated. when things happen that they are misjudged and misunderstood, they got depressed,angry, sad.. and still they misjudged me for some1 whom im not.. so i just wan to say… dai 9 lei sei. so u cant whine or complain if ur misjudged right.. since thats how to look on others also. this also holds true to al people out there…

coursemates, friends and even lecturers perceived me as some1 not interested in study, lazy, those extending type of students because my appearance dont look nerd ? or because i alw listening to mp3 or dress differently ? should i be happy to get A in my thesis to prove all of u are wrong ?

thats serve no point totally.. in e end, i still feel sad of how people think and how things are meant to be like this in tis fucked up world.. to the person i hate, i also love them. and tis is the hardest…

some1 said, to be great is to be misunderstood.. this is so true.. since majority people are so stupid (but they think they’re clever), they’ll make the bad the good, the evil the angel. like politics, what kind of people our ministers really are ?

the true angel and nobleman like Jesus are the one getting persecuted while the evil thrives. u who got skills are being ignore, u who can sing are being ignored, those who sell their body, have great looks though untalented become superstars..

im sure jay chou n gary chaw shares the same feeling.

however going thru these things are REAL GOOD. serves as stepping stone to my great future.. good…..

some1 who hurry in wanting to be understood today and tommorow are dangerous of being misunderstood the day after tommorow..

its of no use to be good, u try to help and change others, but ur efforts are to no avail..

PEOPLE ARE NOT STUPID, THEY JUST DONT HAVE THAT “UNDERSTANDING”.

my temporary roomates are leaving soon and i think i’ll miss him though we’re only roomies for 2 months.. playin dota, basketball and eating together..

the first day i do my part time job in primary schools, it feels dumb bored. the 2nd and 3rd day, im immune to it. and the 4th day, i begin to slowly lovin it without me realizing.

i rarely felt like this but being able to make the kids happy, i naturally feel happy as well. it felt genuine and real. u see im a very self centred person, i mean everyone is selfish… but upon seeing the kids innocence and naive, i dun mind doing stupid things and becoming a sohai to see them happy..

i think this is good.. things are not always about ourself… how we look, what we had, its that relationship with someone that gradually make us becoming lesser of ourselves and more of others..

the first few weeks when im doing my thesis, it felt terrible… after a period of prolong stress, ive become immune and i grow to slowly loving to do and perfect it.

my parents said, everyone also need to work hard de lar not only me.. but they never knew everyone is different from the inside.

its not that period of doing, its that period of worrying and sleepless nights. some people are naturally happy go lucky. pessimistic people like me, had to worry for the entire period. for me to write one sentence, ive to think like 5 minutes to come out with that “perfect sentence”. otherwise,  i could write nothing.

others only doing their thesis, i gotta work part time, worry about money all the time, having insomnia, being stereotyped…

people are not stupid u see, but its just hilarious to me when they’re actually being superficial.

u see someone like me do not look like a nerd or someone wearing spec, giving that “study person” image.

all my lecturers are impressed and commented, ive never expected u to come out with such good writings…. im impressed.. and that actually hinted that they’d already perceived me as a low class student. u see i always listening to mp3 in classes, even my looks do not give an impression of someone studying in UM.

and its always funny to me when people heard of geology, they thought it is sth stupid. and that actually made them stupid. geology is like one of the best subject in the world with worthy salaries in oil n gas companies, environmental, eng, mining, n et. people never knew geologist study about earthquakes, tsunamis, volcanoes, plate tectonics, dinosaur fossils, minerals. all these great things about our Earth. u see our job prospects are associated with companies names like talisman, exxonmobil, shell, petronas, schlumberger…

its a good thing anyway. because many people are stupid, few can take advantage of it. people always thought of engineering, medic, or some great scientific termed course like bioinfo, biotech, or some sort are good.. and that’s not really the case at all in terms of salary n the competition. or course this is dependent upon one’s interest..

the scary thing is u can never be sure how many are sincere or pretending to while feeling envious deep inside.

we human are sinful and jealousy kicks in ourselves all the time.

u see, pride easily consumes us. when we did sth great, we tend to take the credits to ourselves and personally i believe that’s very dangerous.

its hard to keep or be genuinely humble  when we achieved something with all people congratulating you.

this is coherent to the Fall of Lucifer.. its so true u see… when we are on top of the world, we are easily blinded, consumed by pride and lead astray. even the mighty angel fell, what more of us lil poor human.

i never see God or felt God or what, but the things of how the world works, how truth are controversial, how superficial human mindset can be actually serve to prove that Bible are true. or so i think..

how do we actually define destiny ? does it compensate our effort to trying to change our fate ? means that no matter what you do or how you desire to break away from destiny, you’ll still within the destiny.

many people when they are told will have bad luck or bad life n et, our natural reactions are.. i dun believe this shit, i can change my own destiny, im the master of my fate n et.. only to found themselves heading towards their destiny faster.

because it’s the sequences of events that lead you to the predestined outcome.. for us human, we cant look to our future, therefore this is something awesome to us. just imagine if your god, someone who foresees all future events, u can see that people cant fight against their destiny.

there’re many examples.. lets say someone who are told he will die at a particular day. few days prior to his predicted death, he will do things to trying to avoid it, yet.. it still happen. we’ve seen this much in movies. if u’ve watched final destination or “next” , u could understand this. someone who had premonition or foresee the future, even they tried to avoid it, the people still die one by one. so u can say, “if they do not know their destiny and do things in trying to avoid your destiny in the 1st place, u wouldnt have die”.

BUT ITS THE DESTINY SUCH THAT THE FELLA WHO ARE MEANT TO DIE WILL GET TO KNOW HIS DESTINY, THEN HE WILL TRY TO AVOID IT, AND THEN FINALLY FULFILLING THE INITIAL DESTINY. 

i think that is why God strictly forbid us into this fortune telling, face reading things.. because it made us to head faster & directly into our fallen world destiny. our reactions is such that, if we know our bad future, we became pessimistic and seek desperately our humanly way in trying to prevent it.

the main problem now is that, what about the Book of Life ? our names who are to survive the fire of judgment are being written since the beginning of Life. so what’s the point of praying if im meant to going to hell anyway ? (assuming we know it)

does that mean that even this divine thing is within the grasp/subset of destiny as well ?

will God intervene ?

lets say in Revelation, its predicted that doomsday will come, death will prevailed most of us. if i pray hard now to change things, to save the souls of my family, friends and other people, it wont happen as well dont it ? since the prophecy is already there.. things are destined..

AS A MATTER OF FACT, IT ALREADY HAPPENED. U SEE, GOD ARE NOT BOUNDED BY TIME, WHICH MEANS THAT WE CAN ACTUALLY DIED, OR NOT YET BORN OR MARRIED OR ET IN GOD’S EYES.

it is just that we human are bounded by time factor.

that is why to answer this question about destiny, im really curious 101% on the Creation and Adam n Eve. I believe God is not a master puppeter that He created them.. knowing they will sinned and fall anyway..

u get what i mean?

before God created Adam n Eve or even angels, He’d knew that they will sin and Lucifer will fall. He’d knew all the shits, pains we’ll go through, the many souls that going perish/already perished because He is all-knowing and not time bounded.

people might justify that, God gave us chance to repent, to be saved by Holy Spirit. BUT…. that’s within the grasp of destiny itself.

A GOOD EXAMPLE ON MYSELF.. WEEKENG.

Lets say im one of the saved soul.. to live and reign with Christ eternally since my name is in the Book of Life since the very beginning. God knows this but I do not. Im a bornt Buddhist till im 16 years old that my friend introduce me to church and i got to know more about Jesus. On one hand, i went church last time just to know girls and going those camps. But I still hold my Buddhist principles. Of what factor i do not know that im bornt to love paranormal things, scientific things, believing demons and spirit things, end of days.. so i always youtube watching videos, reading alot of things, having different mindset, seeing suffering in this world, seeing people dying in disasters esp that 2004 tsunami… and all these factors trigger me to somehow know that Bible is true and Jesus is a real deal. i finally accepted Jesus at 19 and ever since, the things ive seen, experienced, and knowing the systems of how the world works further enhance my believe in Jesus.

So can u see ? all the sequences of “seemingly nonrelated, insignificant events” leads to a significant event that is I believe in Bible. THIS IS ALSO A PART OF DESTINY IF U THINK BACK. meaning if im destined tobe saved, this is the series of events im going through.

if this is really how things work, then really fuck Lord.

all of us are bornt with different mindsets u get what i mean. destined successful people are bornt with that successful characteristics, lets say that passion and drive to suceed, that kind of “luck” (probability) factor.

u see many people are conservative, unwilling to chance, stubborn (but they think they got principles)… lets assume if .. lets say lah Islam is the true religion, and it is such that my parents are chinese, all our nenek moyang since last time are buddhist.. and as conservative typical chinese, we tend to follow the tradition. and in addition to my parents mindset that attitude and way of thinking, it is such that they held on their Buddhism. and since Allah is the true God, they’ll going to perished.

so does that mean that, they are destined to perish even b4 they are bornt. u get what i mean ?

lets say Christian is the true religion, one fella is bornt in America, its very likely that he’ll be a Christian, exposed to Bible teachings in addition to the fact that he is bornt with a holy characteristics, so he’ll be saved. meaning he’s destined to be saved.

compared to a person bornt in Malaysia whereby Islam is the official religion, a Malay is very unlikely to be a Christian isnt it ? does that mean they are destined to perish.. ASSUMING IF CHRISTIAN ARE REAL LAH..

if ur told the left path goes to hell, u try to avoid it by choosing the right.. it is such that something will happen such that u’ll eventually going to hell also if ur destined to.

i watched master so man fung series alot..lets say it predict i’ll be successful.. when i know that, i further do things to coincide with my destiny.. SO I ASK U. IT IS “FURTHER” ENHANCE MY DESTINY.. OR SIMPLY JUST “FULFILLING IT”.

it is because after i know i’ll be successful, the things that i do next are to lead me to be successful, thus proving my destiny are accurate… OR the things that i do next are to further enhance that success ?

personally, i believe it is FULFILLING.

i still humbly believe that our human way of thinking and mindset are not to be able to understand these things yet. our eyes are not open. My thoughts are not your thoughts , my way is not ur way..

im just very sad of how our world could be… people crave for this n that, but what are we actually craving for ? all the things we ever wanted is to fulfill our humanly desire. just why not our desire and nature is that, we want to be holy instead of being angry, lustful, greedy and al.  this test of faith is really God knows..

feels like its the end of the world

your tears that i wiped

two hearts beating as one

your that lighthouse in my heart

your that fireplace which gives the warmth i need

we shall remain the best of friends

running into that future

and we hear the echoes of voices never told

hold my hands we’ll go to the unfold